I need a story

I'm always searching along mibba for a new, good story. Or even an old, but good story. I always see these stories now written about love and vampires with warewolves. I enjoyed the twlight saga, just as much as everyone else. They were well written and amazing books that I loved reading and still do love. But, I want something different to read here on mibba. And there is nothing. So if you have any suggestions about stories to read, let me know because I need to read something new and different that isn't about the same thing.

I'm writing a story about rape and torture of these kidnapped girls. But, I lost my writing cause. I used to write when I was upset or distressed, or even lonely. But now I've lost so much in my life I don't even care to write or come online anymore. I am too lazy and too numb to add to my story. I feel so horrible that I've lost my writing inspiration. I don't know what to add to the story. I need ideas or help or something to get me back into my writing mode!