There's Never a Wish Better Than This

Am I famous yet?

Ever since I was a small girl, I've wanted to be famous. I've wanted to be known. I crave the limelight, crave attention. But when I got the chance - and I did deserve it - I couldn't let my personality shine through. I let my parents restrictions and strictures cut me down. The severed the pieces of me that are so unique - and stuck me in the stereotypical shy Indian girl mold. I resent that.

Now, as I think about it, I want to make right with the Doctors and George and everyone I met in that place. I want them to know me for WHO I AM. Not who my parents want me to be. So here's my wish.

My wish is that from now on, I don't give a fuck. From now on, I listen to myself. I do what's best for me - after all, I am old enough, dammit! I know what to do to make myself happy. And that's exactly what I'll do.
June 27th, 2010 at 07:12pm