Complications

Life is starting to get really complicated. I think I might like a close guy friend of mine, but i'm worried about it. Not to mention that this is why another one of my guy friends and I ave a really ackward friendship. Then we add my not-so-secret-crush, who turned out to be an a**hole like all the others. The only thing that makes him better is he slightly less self-centered and arrogant than the last few, but back to my friends. I just have no idea whether or not I should act on my feelings or just let them go. I've already nearly ruined one friendship over this, do I really want to risklosing another?... UGH!!! now i get what people mean when they say "Only high school!"