My future and Wishes

Dear Journal,
I'm going into 8th grade in August, but I'm a little scared of what people will think of me. I know I shouldn't care though even though I subconsciously still do. I hope that people will accept me and that I'll have a great year. I also slightly hope that I will have my first relationship this year, whether that person may be boy or girl. I also wish that if i do have a bf or gf that my feelings won't waver, but that happens anyway. . . . I'm going to be one of the shortest 8th graders next year and that makes me slightly self-cautious.
One of my wishes in the future, whether it be a couple years from now or not, is that I will find a partner boy or girl that will love me for me and for my flaws. And that I will love them for the same, but I also would want that person to be my soul mate. Though you rarely ever find your soul mate in your life time.

Sam