I'll take the blame for who I've become.

Have you ever had an epiphany? Where you realize what you have isn't what you want, or who you are isn't what you want to be? That you thought you knew everything, but then you realize that you don't know anything at all? That some people just say things to start conversation and please others?

Things aren't so great for me right now. And to tell you the truth, I'm sad.I'm sad that I let him be my life, and I'm sad that we can't ever be the same as we used to be. I'm sad that I miss how everything used to be, and I'm sad that I've let myself cry to sleep for the past three nights.

I don't know who I am anymore, and I don't know what I want. I'm just a kid.

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This probably dosn't make any sense. It's just a heartbroken (kind of, but not really) rant that should have been written months ago...

--Courtney;