July the eighth of two thousand ten

You know, I remember one time you hung out with me instead of two other friends. But you hung out with me, even though you had plans with them, and you lied. Badly. And they knew it. And yet you didn't apologize.
I'm proud of you...
to end up lying to me too.
I asked you if you were fucking home. It wouldn't matter if you were just going to get an ice cream if Tom, Dick, and Harry. You didn't have to lie! But you did. And you said you were home, and I rode by. And guess who wasn't home?! YOU.

If we're best friends,
brother and sister
apartment buddies
the perfect match
why..didn't you just tell me the truth?

You know, I believe in God. I believe He brought Jesus Christ as an example for us to follow. And Jesus forgave everyone. Not only did He tell us by example, but He just flat out told us! And so, I have to obey Him because He saved me from Hell. And I have to ask for forgiveness, and I have to forgive. No matter how many times you throw me down. No matter how many times you lie to me. No matter how many times you treat me like an ant on the sidewalk. I have to forgive.

--B
July 9th, 2010 at 07:32am