Cheater's

Dear Journal

My friend, my own friend use me to get close to my girl friend..unknowing it, after going to her house, seeing my own friend laying in her bed..after she walked out of the bathroom, she noticed me with my bag and a gift for her. My heart rocked back and forth, tears down my face. In Sorrow and Rage I throw her gift in the garbage and tell them to never talk to me again. She runs up to me and said" its not what you think". At the door I look back and saw my girl friend and said " You don't know how this feels". The next day I see them in the mall together happy with no sorrow. Thinking to my self let this pass by, now my best friend and ex-girl friend are my foe's. The song of Pain plays over and over again in my body. Friends telling me I'm to sad..huh too sad..this is Pain and no more sorrow.When I have to release this rage it will be at my foe's and not my friends.The cheater that have come to my life have also broke apart and are now trying to be my friend's again