My Best Friend

I lost my best friend. I moved 15 minutes away from the town we lived in and he just stopped talking to me. He used to be there when I needed him. He doesn't realize but I fell in love with him. He probably wouldn't care now anyways. He used to be everything, he would make me feel like i was the best thing ever, especially when I was sad. He always knew how to make me smile. But lately he just forgot about me I guess. Other girls are more important, which I know that happens. I just miss my best friend and I have no clue what to do. I tried talking to him but I just don't know anymore. He always told me he wanted to be mine but he had to grow up first.. and I thought he had grown up. but I was wrong. Now I'm watching my best friend go after other girls and he just doesn't know how much it hurts. I can't stand to be hurt anymore.. I just don't know what to do.
July 21st, 2010 at 04:18am