Just another Day

SO i'm sitting here at 4:30 in the morning again. I have insomnia and can't get to sleep easily. My life is pretty good. I mean besides the very close sounding police sirens in the background, I'm pleased with my life. I have a best friend named Ashley. She's bi like me and used to have a crush on me but I'm already in a relationship. My boyfriend's name is Sean. He is completely amazing. I wish I were with him right now. He laways knows how to make me smile. The down side to that being that he also know exactly what it takes to rip my heart out. But he doesn't. I don't really eat that much. I may seem anorexic to others but I'm not. I just recently had a sickness where if I ate I would immediately get sick.I was never pretty. So I'm kinda afraid to eat. But then I discovered that my body doesn't need that much to survive, so I live off of the bare minimum. I get depressed very easily, another reason why I want my Sean here. Well I'm tired now. I knew emptying my mind would work. Peace out girl scout (I do NOT take credit for that phrase. I heard it in a story I was reading, if that makes any sense, and decided to use it)
-Zuri