Tears

It has been a few months now and I know I should have stopped crying. He's been over me, he has moved on. Yeah he broke my hear crudely. Yeah, I should have known better. Then why can't I stop crying?! My best friend likes him now. I mean she can have him. But it still feels like my heart is torn.

I like another guy who is really amazing, but I still miss him. His presence still lingers here. His arms around me is like a dream and a nightmare at the same time. Does he know what he did to me?

Does he know how much pain he caused? Can he ever look me in the eye knowing I have cried for sooo many hours over him. Can he honestly believe the scars on my body are accidents when he knows my past?

How can he be so blind?! Or does he just not care. If he doesn't care why did he say he did?