Have You Ever Wondered

Have you ever wondered
why those who you cared for the most
we're the ones that hurt you more
Have you ever felt like you haven't deserved anything
that life has thrown towards you

I sometimes want to give up on life
leave all of my accomplishments behind
just go to a safe haven containing only
me, myself, and i

Have you ever wondered
why are you you
have you ever tried
to find your purpose in life

Have you ever felt that you just wanted to give up
on EVERYTHING and leave this world behind.?
I have....
but i try to remember each day
that God put me on this earth for a reason
so i must be something special
i've just got to learn to believe it for myself
Maybe i should stop wondering
.....and just ask God for the answer