I honestly didn't think this would be hard. I cried the night he broke my heart. Yes, thats right. I got dumped and no one saw it coming. Worst part about it, it happened over a month ago. I tell everyone I'm over him. But there's something else bothering me. I just don't know what. Maybe its the fact that he hurt me and left me hanging?
I met him in April and spoke to him almost everyday since. He finally had the courage to ask me out in June. Three months sticking to one guy. It went down the drain.
He had left me, stating our relationship felt nothing more than friendship. I cried my eyes out. No, I wasn't "in love." But, I was halfway there? And it bothered me that he had dumped me all of sudden. Everyone was by side when he ended it. All my friends, my family, and some of his friends. We didn't last long, but everyone thought we would.
About two weeks after, I finally decided to forget about him. I took a stand and stopped talking to him because I knew it was the only way to get over him. But its hard. Seeing him when our friends hang out together, seeing him online, and other stuff.
I later found out that the real reason he actually broke up with me was because he liked another girl, who had recently dumped him. Goes to show. She's my hero.
Now, I'm struggling with moving on. I mean, I feel like I wasted those three months on him. He's just a player in disguise. And when he speaks to me, I feel like punching him which is dumb. I can never look at him the same way. He's still a good person and I appreciate how nice he is and a good friend he can be when he wants to be, but he'll forever be an ass in my eyes.
Relationships can sometimes ruin friendships...=\
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