Headache

I haven't been feeling well lately. It's starting to really bother me. Don't worry, I know most of your could care less. I just feel like ranting for a minute here, so bear with me please.

I haven't been able to eat hardly anything in over a week, but I don't have any other symptoms of illness. It's been really weird, because all of a sudden after i eat, I'm ready to vomit. I've been sleeping a lot, so i guess that is the only other symptom I've had. But it seems like no matter how much I sleep, I'm still exhausted.

Maybe it's just stress, I don't know. I've been having a hard time lately I guess, with financial problems and some other personal things. I'm just having a hard time getting through my days. I've been lucky to not have relapsed, though I've wanted to more than once. That kind of sucks doesn't it? There are moments were I want to cut so bad I could scream, but somehow I've always managed to suppress that desire. I'm proud of myself.

Well anyways, I have a headache, and my bad ankle needs to crack really bad and it won't. I'm sorry to have wasted so much of your time.

Please check out my stories though, if you want to help make me feel better.

~Jackie
August 8th, 2010 at 06:45am