It's hard sometimes...

For me, it's really hard hearing my own mock something that means so much to you.

I know this is going to sound ridiculously cliche, but bare with me. Music honestly means a lot to me, I plan on -hopefully- having a future in it one day, but that will be hard to do when my parents are so supportive. It's also hard when you parents are outrageously stereotypical. It's the most obnoxious thing ever. Sometimes I just want to blow up and scream at them and tell them about how I feel. But I'm way to cowardly to do that.

Sometimes it really hurts me that they can't just shut up about something just for me. I feel like they don't support me with anything I do and that really lowers my self-esteem... a lot. And I really don't want to come off annoying and being a drama queen here but honestly, I feel like sometimes their verbally abusing me and they don't even know it.

I just felt like I had to get that out of me because I feel like I've been bottling so much up lately because of them.