I'll wait for you even though you don't want me to.

It's funny how in such a short amount of time you can get so used to someone, and then they're gone in the blink of an eye and you're left wondering if you did something wrong, what you could have done differently, how every move and decision could have changed the way things ended up. I guess I can't really complain, because I had never thought I'd find someone like you, someone that exceeded all of my expectations. I didn't think it was possible to have the kind of relationship we had. You were like a good high that I never wanted to come down from. But that's what makes it even harder to move on, how do you move on and find something new when you've already had something so incredible you didn't even think it was real? I could go on about this for hours, I could turn all my feelings into words and pour them out, but words aren't going to bring you back. I wish I could press rewind.
August 13th, 2010 at 04:28am