I'm not exactly sure how these journal things go, but I'm going to give it a shot. I guess I just say whats on my mind, right? Well the clocks ticking and my seventeenth birthday is only two days away. Monday. I'm excited. My dads been having a good rant asking me what I want, trouble is- I'm not really sure. I know I want a mobile phone, my old Sony Ericsson's a little dated. I'm thinking about a Zen too, I think they're made by Creative. They're basically just like an Ipod, a music playing phenomenon to be precise. My sixteenth last year was a nightmare, the worst I could have imagined. Suffering from slight depression, I had no confidence whatsoever. I spent my days sitting alone in my room to ashamed to leave the house, unconfident with my body if I'm honest. No one deserves to spend a birthday like that. Anyway, I'm hoping this year will be a step up. My dads offered to throw me a birthday barbeque party with family and friends, that sounds pretty damn good to me. I'm thinking about the after party though, a night on the town maybe? If anyone has any ideas, let me know. I'm hopeless.
This went better than expected.