violence caused by gangs= a rubbish curfew

you hear teenagers messing around.
gun crime, knife crime, any type of violence available for teenagers.
i hate it all. it's those stupid teenager that make my mum think i'm some gang leader.
I'M 13 FOR GOODNESS SAKE!!!!!

you may say, "owww, your mum is just nervous. she doesn't want you to end up in the street"
she must know she scared me to death with the stories she told me when i was little.
it's impossible to ask if i can go out. i study and study but it doesn't show her i am a golden pupil. i don't know what to do. i've given up. no shopping with friends, noooo, i will lock myself in my bedroom. lets see what she does.

17/08/10
today was so dryyyyy...
Ramadan is getting hard.
i can't take it anymore, my stomach is in pain...
i'm tempted to break my fast.