Like a robot, droning through the day exactly how I've been told to.

I’ve recently lost my appetite for life.
It’s all starting to taste bland. I explained this to a friend of mine and with a cheeky smile he said, “Put some salt on it!”
Oh how I wish I could.
I miss when I was a kid, and everything was happy and fun.
I was, dare I say it, carefree.
But now, everything is repetitive and monotonous.
Wake up, Fake a Smile, Eat, Fake a laugh, Do homework, Eat, Get On Mibba, Argue with Josh, Go to sleep , Repeat.
I feel like a robot, droning through the day exactly how I’ve been told to.
It’s like my life came with instructions that were meant to be followed exactly.
But it seems my creators left out the instructions for fun.
I’m no longer the happy, spontaneous girl I used to be.
I miss her...

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