goodbye

sorry it has takin me so long to write something on here. life has pushed me in a hole and my only lite has faded away. this will prob be the last time u hear from me. i have no feelings to write anything. just so u know. chad is back to his old ways of racing partyin etc. even more so then b4. he lost the only thing he ever wanted so now he dont care.everything around him has came crashing down the world he has seen and loved is no more nothing left but heartfelt moments he cant have back. i miss u JRM