hurt. pain. depressed. tearful. all of the above.

things in my life right now are painful. my friends are hut cause i am. the guy that dumped me on monday morning thinks a simple sorry is going to suffice.
i am now thoroughly depressed and i am crying again for the first time in years. and thats is a long time too. the last time i actually cried was when my uncle / godfather peter passed away in maybe 2007 or 2008 when both the queen mary 2 and queen elizabeth 2 cameinto sydney harbour. so yes that was a really difficult and sad time and i litterally cried myself to sleep for a whole 2 and a half months and since then have not been able to cry about anything until now.

Now you know my pain and how i am feeling.
till the next time i need to write something off my chest i will see you all later.

sincerly,
Crystal.
xXx
August 19th, 2010 at 06:09am