Advice please, I wouldn't ask if I wasn't at my breaking point.

Bad grades and walking in on my cousin having a quick romp with some random slut seemed like the end of the world when I was younger. But now, how do you manage to get through life when you realise you've lost the two things that could mean everything to you- friends and family. I have nothing left now.

Reading over that paragraph, I seem rather selfish. My friends and family, well- they're still alive and kicking, which is more than I can say for some people. When my grandad was alive, I used to think anything was possible, there was a reason for everything. But what could be the reason for all this heartache? There was a time when I believed I was invinsible. But I can't fix this. Not on my own.

Sooner or later in life, the things you love, you lose.
Cherish what you have, because someday, poof- it'll be gone.