Thoughts.

It's sad when you try to keep someone as close as they've always been, but it's just not possible because the past is the past and people just grow and memories are just memories and everything can't be held up from past smiles.<3

I just logged into my facebook. My best friend, Hannah, wrote on her status that she was "packing for my last ever band camp." And it just makes me feel that everyone has memories at high school that they will miss forever, and be sad to let go. But me, I won't be leaving anything behind this year. My boyfriend already graduated, and my heart belongs with... My alternative school, more than it belongs with my home school that I'm returning to this year. I don't have much feeling for my senior year except that it's weird that it came so early, and I don't wanna grow up.
I'm not bittersweet to leave this school. I could care less about this school. The reason I came back was for my friends, not for the teachers or the classes or the memories... Those are all left back at good ol' alternative high <3

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