Thinking

I sit here thinking of you, dear, my tears still fall. My heart aches for you. so close yet so very far. i close my eyes, and your facefill my minds eye. Those tears once again sting my eyes, threatening, ever threatening to spill over. I miss you so.

I look out at the day, grey and cloudy. It matches my mood so very well.

I lay here at night staring at the picture of us. Thinking of when we were always together.
Hoping my thoughts would ease the ache I feel in my chest, yet it does everything but. I smile at the memory of your voice, of your arms around me. Ah, it was so long ago.

I love you so very much, my love. I wish o could explain it to you, but alas the words fail me again. I love you, Honey. I don't think i can say it enough.... I love you!