So I'm a dork then... ?

I honestly don't get it.
In school, you can either be normal or a freak.
I seriously don't get how being myself makes me a freak?

This is how it is.
I'm quiet, I don't go out, get drunk, do drugs, sleep around. I'm your stereotypical goody goody.
But when i'm around people I know, i'm not like that! When i'm around my friends, i'm like another person. But that person is also hated.

Y'know Harry Potter? Well i LOVE it. I know ridiculous little facts, which in all honestly is rather sad. But it's what i'm into. I don't see how me liking Harry Potter is any different to all of the populars liking gossip girl and degrassi?

People think myself and my friends are wierd, because instead of talking about boys, and sex tips, we talk about life and death. I don't get why having intellectual and deep conversations is such a crime?

I mean, in our school, were the wierd ones, the 'dorks'. If you want help with something talk to them. But otherwise there isn't much point.

I was proud of my GCSE results: 3 A*s, 7 As, a B and a destinction. But i didn't want to tell people, because whenever i did, all they said was 'Boffin!' and 'What, did you have no life or something?'

I don't look like a dork, I don't waer bow ties and thick rimmed glasses. But somehow what i wear is wrong. It's too casual. It's too formal. It's my frickin' choice!

I suppose I am super lucky - I have a very small friendship group, who are all lovely. We're a trio, Me, Sarah and Liv. Practically inseperable from the start of secondary school. They've helped me through everything. People think we're wierd. Because we're close, like sisters. We can tell what each other are thinking by looking at each other!

People call me and Sarah wierd because we write. People call me and Olivia wierd because we're classical muscians, not rock or pop.

See, I don't get how someone can say you're not normal. What can you call normal? You can't define normal. Nobody's normal.

But I suppose that's just teenage life for ya.
September 5th, 2010 at 12:10am