I'm baking again. This time it's strawberry bread. You can expect to find more pictures posted in my journal tomorrow. Hopefully the bread tastes as good as the muffins I made.
Somehow the result of dieting and depression has resulted into developing cooking as a new hobby. It gives me something to do and gets my mind temporarily off of him.
So I've started a new blog I call The Hungry Hungry Hippo.
I've denied it for a while now, but I've finally admitted to being depressed. But of course I'm depressed! I'm like some kind of emotional puppet slave; easily controlled by everything he does and says to me. It makes me feel like a water balloon. Flooding with emotions and hormones and with any kind of pressure I'll burst.
On the "upside" - if I can even bother to call it that - I got some compliments today from people saying I looked skinnier. I'm glad people notice though, so all that wasn't a waste. I didn't lose nearly fifteen pounds in four months just to be ignored!
Join my contest? Murderer Among Us. Pweeeeez? *puppy dog eyes*
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