Collective

So I've been looking to put my thoughts together for a while.

They're scattered and unprepared, and it seems like they've been swallowing my head whole.

Although I've been dating the best boy I could ever imagine, other things have been eating me inside and out.

I'm slightly scared about putting this out in the open, I know my ex checks this, maybe.
Not too sure if he does still.

I declare myself an individual, who is not concerned with what people think about me. I am who I am, and I'm not going to hide it anymore. I'll say what's on my mind, and I'll do what I want (within reason and laws and such).

I'm not hiding from my past and letting it rip me apart.
I'll stand again, even if I come out with two broken legs.

I won't let them take me alive.