Ex Friends

I hate that you've been able to move on and make new friends, and i can't.

I hate that we were best friends for nine years, and now I'm lucky to ever even get a simple hello.

I hate that you said friends forever, when we both know you never meant it.

I hate that you can laugh and have fun and it's totally real, and I have to fake it.

I hate your new friends. They're shallow and stuck up, and they've turned you into that too.

I hate how when I look at old pictures, they still make me cry.

I hate that we had so many memories together and I can't forget, but you already have.

But most of all, I hate the fact that you ditched me as soon as you could. I hate that all this time our friendship has been a lie. And I hate that you don't even care. You never turned back to say a simple goodbye. One day you were just. . . gone.

And even more than that, I hate that I still care about you.