I don't know if you know this, but i miss you.

Im not writing this with the intent of anyone reading it, so if you don't want to read it, thats okay. I just wanted to say: there are times when missing you gets so bad, i can't hold it all anymore. Alot of times, it's at night, when you're asleep and im not because insomnia is a bitch. And i lay awake, as i am now, crying my eyes out hopelessly wishing that i could magically poof you here just so you could hold me and tell me it's gonna be okay. Times like this, i don't know what to do with myself. So i curl up in a call, try desperatly to hold myself together, and pray tomorrow comes soon.