A long day with deathly silence

When I woke up today, I were not eaven close to being ready for this morning. I often dream of weaking up, ready for what ever might happen, what ever life might put me through. But it never happens. I always get stressed out when thing don't go the way they are supposed to. I always get sad and tired when I can't find the time to do all the things I want. When my life don't turn out the way I planned it to. Maybe I just plan too much...? Maybe I just have to let go and stop planning my life so much... Maybe it would end up being a relief... Maybe, just maybe...