30DOP: Dad.

The worst day of your life.

19.04.2002. Worst day ever. This day turned my life upside down. I've never been the same since. On 19th of April 2001 my dad passed away. What made it worse, for me, was that he didn't just die. He took his own life. So not only was he not here anymore, but it was his own doing. Over the years i've gradually gotten over it, but it still hurts. I think about him most days, wonder what life would be like if he were here but it doesn't change anything. He's gone, and I have to deal with that.

Anyways, I feel really ill today. I think it's lack of sleep and eating. But i'll get over it.