I learned not to trust people..

it's a new-long forgotten lesson..
I allways trust everyone more than needed, I'm being really friendly.. opened..
and I allways get hurt at end.
I need to keep my heart closed, not to let anyone in. but I allways do the wrong thing. and I hate it!
but there are those harmless people.. those who look to innocent.. and it makes me be so sweet, and be friendly.. I guess I still am the old self, for a bit.
from when I remember myself, I was a sweetie. friendly, cute and nice girl. harmless.
I allways loved everyone, and wanted everyone to love me back... but it never happened, because I was different.
so I learned to live with it.
but I never got out of my 'sweet' character..
and I need to.
so I'm not the sweet Gali anymore.. though I will be friendly to newcomers.. to new mibbians..
but I won't be as opened.
I won't trust anyone who doesn't worth it.
I don't want to, and I won't, get hurt at end.
September 26th, 2010 at 03:29pm