i swear you love to see my cry

Why? Why do you you always have to be the one who hurts me the most? You dont even know youre doing it...why cant i move on and be normal? Why are you still haunting my every dream? Why the hell do you get to move on and be happy? I feel like i mean nothing to you? Why do you sit there and write that shit that you know i hate? when you know ill read it? Especially because i am the one who feels responsible for it i feel responsible for everything thats going on with you...i feel like you do it on purpose cause you want me to read it, want me to feel bad. Im sorry for the way i acted the other night but its not easy when somone you loves moves on. Im sorry for what i said but i was mad and i wanted you to feel hurt too and i shouldnt have acted that way...