Totally random just need to vent, I guess. That might not be the word, whatever!

Ever tried so hard for something, and you thought you were going to make it.
Then things don't work out and everything comes crashing down?
Ever had that happen to you all the time, so much you're afraid to try at anything now?
Ever lost someone so important to you, that you could've sworn you were going to die, but you're still here?
Ever thought that nothing good existed, that everyone and everything was against you and you just had to suck it up and deal with it?
Ever been so lost, and you had no one there to help you?
Ever seen some one so lost, but you didn't help them?
Ever faked a smile just to get by?
Ever faked a laugh to make it through the day?
Ever loved, but had it been taken away?
Ever screamed and cried just to be heard?
Ever hated and hurt, just to make someone learn?
Ever lied to someone, so they wouldn't be hurt by the truth?
Ever felt pain known as unbearable, but dealt out much worse to another?
Ever act as if you don't care, when you really do?
Ever lost you're best friend in a stupid fight?
Ever lost you're mind, and you still swear you're not right?
Ever fight, just to see if you can?
Ever been pushed to you're limit, but still control yourself?
Ever found you're true strength when you really need it?
Ever been sorry but you couldn't say it?
Ever been told what to do and not obey it?

Life is full of choices some good and some bad. It all really depends on what you said. Pick and chose it's all on you. Life's a game, it's all up to you, do you know what to do?