today....was....weakining....

last night I almost threw up....I couldn't bear to have my ex's voice in the same room..... rapist... I can't bear this pain but I'll still try...I write poetry to quell my feelings...only to have it ignored by people because it's grammar....is apparently incorrect....is that what poetry's about if so I should just give up....this is all to much for my mind first I am silenced by my ex now the world just because a format isn't correct...just because of a technicality I'll suffer at your hands from ignorance I fall into the sky, why can't I breathe? how'd this happen I used to be so strong...people...stop trying to bring me down...it hurts...listen to my feelings.....when I say stop listen....don't keep going.....never again....please...?