Life isn't like it is in the films

Ok. So I may just seem like another love sick teenager. Who has discovered that love isn't like it is in the films. 
But I think I am in love but I am not sure. Let's just say I have a big crush on this boy. 
I can't blame anyone but myself. 
I hate feeling vulnerable, like this person holds my heart and that they could break it in a second. 

So I am going to grow up because he doesn't feel the same. 
Life isn't like the films. 
Life is hard and you don't always win but I am gonna come back from this. 
I will be stronger and I am going to be okay :)