Tumbling and Turning Into Confusion

So it's been a few months since my big break up after a relationship that lasted only one year. Which just so happened to just be a big joke. I haven't logged onto Mibba in a while, so in fear of creating a journal entry that's exactly like my last one I'm not going to go into detail.
I feel sort of lost and confused right now. I feel like my views on life are changing everyday. I don't believe in love, no one has ever loved me. I could rant on about my problems with my family but that's not what this entry is about. I just feel like I'm falling into something big.
This is the first time in a while I've had some interest in someone, which turns out he's not interested in dating anyone this year. But he did ask me to the military ball which I'm looking forward to because of him.
I guess everything is bittersweet. I feel more down to Earth. I can't really explain anything though. I feel like an empty shell to be honest. I have about no feelings for anything. I hate it. I don't even feel like a person anymore. But I don't feel depressed or unhappy?
Well I guess life is just too confusing at the moment. I just need to wait and see what it throws at me next.