Wanna join me in rant?

OOhhh I'm so mad sorry I just want someone to listen so I can get it off my chest!
I always feel like I don't have anything special about me! I'm really loud and and sarcastic and I always thought I was the funny one but my friend (won't name her) is always known as the loud one and the funny one and I was talking to her about it before and she goes 'Oh well you're the sarcastic one.'

The sarcastic one? yeah...score...

yesterday we wereon the same topic and I was feeling bummed so I cheered myself up and said 'I'm the sarcastic one' and this other girl goes 'ummnot really __________'s the sarcastic one these days. And my friends agreed.

I'ts like I'll always be second best to her even though i get better grades. I want a friend that makes me feel good about myself and she doesn't but I ca't say anything cos it's not her fault!

Plus she got this little hockey trophy today and she's also mainly known as the sporty one. I'm not sporty, but I wish I was because i try so fucking hard to run fast and impress the teacher at PE but it never works. The trophy was slightly tacky and as soon as she mentioned this and I was on the verge of tears.
AT LEAST YOU'VE GOTTEN A TROPHY BEFORE!!!!

ahhh well feel free to rant on about anything you want, I'll comment if you want an opinion, just thank you so much for listening.

xx