But I just can't believe him.... Never the Optimistic One.

I'M SO FREAKING HAPPY!
My Chemical Romance's new album is coming out on the 22nd of November!!
*Dances*

I've been annoying my friends to death, because I've been singing NaNaNa for the past 3 weeks...
^.^

My dad still hasn't gotten me that iPod, but I'm fine with it..
*LIESSS!*

There's this guy that likes me, and we went out a while back when I was in 8th grade and he was a junior.
I found out one day, while i was babysitting. My Best friend Jacob was at the mall with his girlfriend and he called me.
Dylan (that guy ^^^) was at the mall with a 19 year old girl , kissing her.
And when Jacob went and asked him who that was, he said it was his girlfriend... I was on the phone with Jacob while all this was happening and I could hear every word.
Obviously he didn't remember Jacob.

I told Jacob to give him the phone, and he did.
I said in the calmest voice I could manage
"So.. Who's your new Girlfriend?"
All i heard was silence for what felt the longest time.
he said something along the lines of "What are you talking about?"
And then I went apeshit on his ass.

But that was last year.
I've gotten over it now and just consider him an Asshole.

One day he came to my house, and wanted to talk to me.

We talked and He told me he was stupid and apologized.
I didn't believe him, and I still don't.
But I decided to be an Asshole, just for him.

He said that he Still liked me, He told me that i was pretty, He told me I was beautiful.
I really didn't care, but I was flattered... Extremely so.

I hate feeling like this, but at the same time I loved it.
I loved the feeling of someone saying I was beautiful, saying that I was so different.

Funny thing is, I look like his Ex.
Wanna know how I know that?

He still had her picture as his wallpaper for his phone.

i found out that he has a thing for the girl that i've been enemies with since 6th grade.

I don't know what to do.

Jacob hates him, but i sort of still like him.

I told him that i wasn't ready to be in a relationship
He said that he didn't care and that he would wait for me...

I still don't believe him.