Blank Slate

This is the most peaceful I have felt in ages.. I feel as if I am floating into the heavens. My breaths are even, my mind is clear. I know what it is I want. My goals are within my reach. I have the love of my life by me in spirit and I do not question anything at all. This sense of peace is rare. I am almost scared I will fracture such a fragile thing. I am determined not to. I am determined to keep this quiet intact.

Starting over never seemed so refreshing. Student loans are not going to keep me from achieving my dreams. I know what I want to do with my life and nothing is going to stop me. On top of everything, I seem to be detaching myself from this dreaded computer. I've actually made efforts to socialize and it hasn't gone terribly awry... I haven't had to go into hiding and managed to make contact with LARP people in my local area.

As much as I love Mibba, I know it has kept me from doing a lot of things that were priority. I finally managed to balanced everything. I start orientation November 9th. I should have my beloved Beetle fixed by the end of this month. Jimmy will LIVE. I still have kept a job. A year this upcoming December.

I have a lot to be grateful for. I still have my family and friends. I am not starving or struggling to get by. I wish a lot more people could count their blessings. Things could always be worse.
October 14th, 2010 at 07:48am