The guy I cant have

I see him and its like every bit of me aches for him, I try to remind myself, hes not interested, hes got a girlfriend, a girlfriend he loves and admires..
But what does he think of me? A friend or something more? I have to know and it kills me to sit right beside him, feel his elbow against mine and see him texting that girl.
Don't get me wrong, she's great.. But he's the man I can picture marrying, we get along so well, he knows we do, we're always laughing together.
How does one live knowing every ounce of love you have is stolen by a man already happy with someone else...

I'm 17 and have been inlove with this guy (my ex) for two years.. He's honestly the sweetest guy I know. I just don't see any other guy the way I see him.
October 19th, 2010 at 06:18am