Realization.

I just kind of realized something. For the past few weeks, I've been out of it. Like, I've been just depressed for some reason. I'm not even sure why, just sometimes a random wave of depression sweeps over me. I hate it, not just because I'm usually depressed. But because I make other people feel the rage and sadness, make them feel the same way I do. I never noticed before. I didn't understand why everyone was pressuring me to do something about my depression, why i just let it sit inside of me till it almost drove me to a form of death. Now I know why, because they care. It was so simple. But yet, I was to blinded by rage and sadness to understand. Even though there not gonna read this, I thank those people who helped me understand that the world isn't all bad, even though it may seem that way. There is good in the world.(: