No one will ever know...

Everyone sees me as being the Sweet,Loving,Sometimes mean,Shy,Funny one. They say I always have a smile on my face and My live is perfect. But the truth is...I am sweet because I want to make sure no one hates me...I am loving because I wanna show people I can love even thought no one shows me love.....I am mean sometimes because I can't always keep everything hiding inside...I am shy because I am scared to let new people in my life because they always leave....I am funny because I like seeing other people laugh. You think my life is perfect because you only look on the outside...It's true I do smile a lot but no one knows it's fake. They say I am always there when they need me, that they love how they could tell me everything and I will listen to them..No one knows how hard my life is...Some people might have it worst then me. But no one knows what I've been through because no one takes the time to get to know me....