Sunday 24th October

It feels like I'm crying out into the darkness asking for help but all I hear is my echo shouting back at me reminding me no one is coming no one will help no one cares to help and the pain in my chest gets worse and the silence is deafening and I'm terrified to close my eyes because my mind is the last place I want to be. Its terreifying in there I can't trust it I'm my own worst enemy
And then I'm asked
How can you be such an amazing friend and such a rock when your breaking down yourself?

Because I can't break down no more I'm 19 nearly and I've been breakin down since I was 7
What's there lleft to break when everyones already crushed a piece of my heart
And left a hollow shell
For the nightmares to haunt
October 25th, 2010 at 12:28am