I am probably the worst girlfriend on the planet

I am so blind to everything that is happening in my boyfriends life, because I am so wrapped up in what is happening in mine.

The poor kid is beyond sick, coughing, having trouble breathing, and I have been completely ignoring him because I have been having family problems. I can't believe I have been so blind to it all.

I am definitely the worst girlfriend this guy could have. He is so sweet and funny, and I just completely neglect him. I talk sh.t all the time too. I am horrible.

I need to learn. I need to pay more attention to him. I need to worry less about me and more about him.

Why am I writing this out?
I am too scared to talk to him about it, and have it go back to me.

I need to focus on him.

If you ever read this, I am SO sorry about EVERYTHING.

I have been horrible to you, and you sdeserve so much better.

I love you babyy, <3