Guys make me nervous. Am i crazy?

Guys scare the crap out me. Honesty. When im around them, I always fill uneasy. And penises, well, they creep me out. Honestly. Im not like, "oh my god, im a lesbian" cause i still think guys are cute, but from afar. I don't like to get close to them. Girls seem so much safer, so much smaller and more fragile. Im not scared that they'll hurt me. Guys are so big. They have big hands and they're so musculer. They just seem like they could hurt me so easily. I mean, i know im not fragile, but im so afraid they'll break me. Guys make me so nervous. Is this crazy?