My boyfriend

well my boyfriend was out monday and tuesday but here 2day (he was sick over the weekend)
so i called him yesterday to find out that he was not dead( he told one of my friends that no one would care if he died so i got very upset)
we hugged 4 a long time before he left and he wouldn't kiss me so i don't get sick(how cute is thatXD)
well i told him that i would call him later
but i have srtong feeling toward him but i don't think it's love but i do think it's something i should talk 2 him about
i think it is another level of love that i have never been @ before i just hope he doesn't take advantge of me when i'm in this state...
wut should i do????