university applications.

My heart is racing, and I'm not doing anything.
I need to submit college apps and....I can't bring myself to write my personal statements...
It's finally the time of judgment! The culminating point my life has been building up to!
WHY CAN'T I JUST DO IT?????!!!!!
My hard work and years of dedication has Harvard, Yale, Princeton, Boston all lined up asking and telling me "PICK ME! ME! ME!"
And stupid, stupid me can't bring myself to write a few more hundred words!!
What am I doing????????????
What have I spent my life trying to achieve???
Why am I so hesitant???
I need some help, I can't give up!
How can I stop merely feet from the finish line?
I'm exhausted!!! How can I possibly go on for another eight years of classes, lectures, all-nighters, papers, and textbooks?
:( My goal to be a surgeon seems so far away now....