Turning 13?+Questions

I'm turning 13 on Monday, and I am dreading this day to come.
I dun' know why, I just am. I should be excited that I'm turning 13 and all,
but I'm not that excited. I hate being in large groups of people,I hate it when people
make a big deal out of me, and plus, I don't even have that many friends :/
I dun' know anymore.

My Mom and Grandma are getting me expensive gifts. I just know it. One of them is
gonna cost like $567 dollars and then I'll worry about if I should pay them back or not,
and shiz. I'm also worrying about if I should stay home for my birthday. Here are the pros and cons.

Pros/ Cons
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-My week will only be four days/ -I will have to make up a huge amount of work
-I get to sleep in/ -I problably won't be doing anything
-I may smile/ -I may cry
-I won't have to hear about/ -I'll have to deal with people the next day
my birthday at school./

Seriously people, I'm starting to hate this day of the year.

Questions~!
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1.Do you hate your birthday?
*I might
2.Did you hate your 13th birthday?
*I will see
3.Do you think I should stay home?
*I'm debating it
4. What are your favorite color(s)?
*Black, rainbow