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I just got home from my local. While I was there, I was told someone had died but I didn't find out until I got back exactly who it was.

Anyway, long and short of it is that I knew him and everyone is really sad. I can't really do it justice but I feel pretty terrible because I knew him. He was a face I saw all the time and would chat to.

I want to talk to someone but my friend has passed out downstairs so I'm just going to smoke and try and think of good stuff? I'm not sure what I'm supposed to do. He was only 23, people aren't supposed to go that young. It's f*cked up and when I saw that it was him - well, you can probably imagine what it's like to find out someone's died. He drowned, I don't know how it happened.

It's horrible. Really, f*cking unfair.