So I told him.
Got promptly reject.
It then got awkward.
And I think I may have just f*cked up the one friendship that could've replaced Avery.
I feel like an idiot, I'm miserable, and I'm never good enough.
I wanna just curl up in a ball and sleep for a week.
I'm weak and I follow my heart, not my head.
I'm stupid.
Gah. Great job, Joanna.
Hey, at least I didn't tell him in person, because I would've burst into tears.
That would've been embarrassing.
I hate Thanksgiving, too, so this oughta be a joyful weekend. /sarcasm
Thank God for Oasis, because right now, those songs are my only friends, and listening to them is the closest I'll get to a hug.
Nate.
November 25th, 2010 at 05:05am